chain of thoughts

there is no more you..

that is no more you..

is it true? is it just you being afraid of losing what you have had?

or was it just some silly game that was in you?

i never thought that this would be another false eternity..

i thought this should be one of our ideas to become one of ourselves.. being ourselves..

i cry so many times about how you turned me to..

how i put myself into..

but now i should call this as just some “that”. no words for that, anonymous, no sound, no title.. just that.

i miss you… i miss you with all my heart and you will never know that nor understand that…

i’ve been giving up my heart for others.. i’ve surrender to others happiness..

once that you have made, once that you have had..

now… it’s just THAT…

just me.. no more you..

Do you know that i’m freakin’ in love with you?? Do you think it was some stupid joke??

I’m being stupefied by your stupid attitude. And that makes me even feel more stupid!!!

These Days…

Life has been amazingly awkward these days. Being with some absurd people makes me think that what I’ve had just become much more even interesting and breathtaking. I found lots of enduring experiences with some sort of people these days, people who I called, Family and friends.

Just so you know, I love Jesus!

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Someone to hold me near, someone to call dear.

merricat:

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